What if?
It’s a question I’ve been asking myself a lot lately. What if I went left, instead of right? What if I never said yes to that smile? What if I walked away? What if I stayed? What if I closed that door? What if? What if?
I’ve been pondering life lately and the illusions it can bring. When you see a house with a “sold” sign, is it the start of a new, exciting adventure? Or is it the breakdown of a family? That couple in the photo smiling, was it only for a brief moment? Once the flash faded, did he let go of her hand?
We all go through seasons in life, and they’re not always easy. I think a lot of people can agree that this year in particular has been a real treat for a lot of us.
I don’t have all the answers, hell, I’m not even sure that I have one at the moment. But, I think that’s okay. I give myself permission to be absent. I give myself permission to cry. At the end of the day, I know things will be okay. After all, sometimes you have to be lost in order to find yourself once again.
xx Katt